I wanna be good, but it ain't that easy, is it? I'm a fuckin' murderer, okay? 'n I don't mean in the fuckin' military. I don't mean some bullshit moralistic thing about killin' people 'cause I was a soldier, 'cause I know all that got me was a medal and a fuckin' pat on the back for bein' so good at my "job."

[He's being loud now, too. Not out of anger, just out of frustration.]

So when I say I ain't good enough for someone like Angela? Believe me, I ain't. 'n if you knew half the shit I'd done in my life, you wouldn't even be wastin' your time talkin' to me.