Probably not is reason enough to try and be happy. If there is an after life, if you believe in that, then you call all of that to feel bad and pay for what you did. Here in the City of all places you can and should try.

[That's what he and Freddy are doing.]

What happened was I lost my temper.

[Which is ideally where he'd want to leave it but it doesn't feel right to have the man so emotionally exposed and give so little.]

We were in on a job. That's how we met. I didn't know he was a cop. None of us did...